Monday 1st June 2020 Fear
Fear
Not getting it right
What will they think?
My fear
Dying with a song unsung
I say no
It takes me a while
I go round and round
I eventually settle
My fear from needing to be perfect
Impact of needing to be perfect as a child
Damn fears I know why
What if we don’t have labels
Unlabel how powerful that way
through just expressing just as it is for us
in this moment that was captured
Chillies and all
Be yourself and be free
Wait til your father gets home
Warning of danger
Fear
I can not control it
Fear
Of not being fulfilled
What do I do
I let it be
It is a part of life
Feel it
There’s beyond fear
Fear of boredom
I need to keep moving
Fear of being in the same spot
Fear of not being all of who I am
Fear of not living
Fear of losing you
Are you there Claudine?
I fear being successful
What will it being if I succeed
The unknown
Fear of unsustainable
No chilies now what
Every thing is out of my control
In fear – we add to the story
Is fear the same as afraid
Is fear the same as worry
Fear of letting people down
We live with fear
Because we fear losing it
When I stopped worrying about losing
I trusted…
I just do what I do
Every time I build something
it crumbles…
So many variables out of our control
There’s a lot of strain in controlling
NZ free of covid19
Then comes an earthquake
So what fear do I fear?
I fear for our world
For my kids
My kids kids
What will be there for them ?
The world is changing
I care for my family
I care for the animals
I care for our environment
How are they going to live?
I fear for what is ahead for them
What is the world going to be ?
Can our fear drive us ?
Let fear help us be active
Transform the fear and emotions to move and create
Feel the fear
The back of my neck
I hold fear in my body
What do i want?
I feel heat in my body
My fear comes with anger
My emotions come together
My fear has a character
It keeps things light
It gives me a way to calm
Fear takes my breath away
I might give it a name
Don’t let fear define me
My fears hang around but I don’t beat myself up for about it
Go for it – to overcome the fear
We have nothing to fear but fear itself